A/N: Wow it's been a long time. Sorry! We're almost finished!
Please comment~

Chapter 17
( I smirked as I saw him exit the apartment, Changmin doing the same not too soon after but heading in a different direction. This was perfect. I could get Changmin on his own. )

A/N: Not much longer before this fic is finished! Then it will be my second ever finished fic. Eep. Some people may like this chapter, others may not, lol. Thanks to everyone who’s been commenting. ILU<3

Chapter 16
( I had to spend the time I had with him well. We had to move on, we had to forget. What happened would always be there in the back of my mind and I knew it would only be a matter of time before I felt the repercussions of my own actions and the actions of those around me. )

A/N: If I get more than 20 individual comments on this by tomorrow, I’ll post Chapter 16 then. And any questions you want answered? I might do that for y’all as well. If not...well... you’ll just have to wait until the mood so strikes me for the next update. :D


Chapter 15
( “NO, Changmin. He would never kill me...” I said bitterly, turning to leave the room. “He would never kill me, because he loves me.” )

A/N: Hey there. Long time no see. This is me trying to get my groove back and find inspiration for this fic again (I have a plan and know what happens but just don’t know how to write it! grrr) so I know it sucks.
Please comment as they really encourage me! I love all my readers~!

Chapter 14
( The space in between us disappeared in a matter of mere seconds, Changmin’s dry lips crashing against my own with an unnerving force. I pulled back to catch my breath, chest heaving as Changmin looked at me, brushing my hair out of my eyes and leaning in to kiss me again. )

A/N: Ok... so I wrote this ages ago and then wasn't happy with it and have only changed it a little and i'm still not really happy with it. *sigh* Sorry for the long wait.

Chapter 13
( Did I really love him? Was he worth this? What did he ever do for me? I knew I needed to keep telling myself these things or he would never leave. Never leave me to be like I was before. )

Chapter 12 (Part 2)
( “I love you Yunnie, I’ve always loved you, only you...” I murmured softly, sniffling through my own tears as I knelt by his side, placing my hands on his shoulders. )

Chapter 12 (Part 1)

( If I felt scared before, then I did not know what to call this. He knew. About Jae Joong and I. I could tell. Just tell. He wasn’t your average psycho, or your average jealous boyfriend. He hadn’t come straight out and said it, hadn’t started yelling or throwing punches. He was making a show of things, making me uneasy, making me doubt myself. And most of all he was making me suffer. )

A/N: This is the longest chapter so far! I had planned for more to happen in this chapter, but it got so long so that's spilling into the next chapter. *feels proud*

Chapter 11
( “No!” I said firmly, sighing and closing the apartment door, Chang Min’s eyes still on me. “I’m staying here for...a while.” I said, not really sure myself how long I would be living with Yoo Chun and Jun Su. )

A/N: Jajaaaa~~~

Chapter 10
( I paused, thinking for a moment. What did he mean? Of course I loved Yun Ho but he was my ‘problem’ in a sense. There wasn’t really anything wrong with me, right? It all came from him. It was all about him, right? )

A/N: We're about half way through!

Chapter 9
( I didn’t need to turn around to know what Yun Ho’s face would look like. That deathly glare, almost angry but not quite there. The anger was always in his eyes when he felt like this. )

A/N: Sorry it's been a while and sorry if this seems a bit rushed... *shakes head at self* Enjoy~

Chapter 8
( They each grabbed one of my arms, pulling me gently across the room and up the large set of stairs. I didn’t resist, just watched the rest of the party-goers look at us in amusement as we moved through the crowd. )

A/N:Because I am a horrible, unsocialable person, using my aunty's computer on Good Friday. Oh lol, she just came in >.<
Anyway, seems as though none of you read my last post, most likely because I didn't post it on any communities, just my journal.
Here, have an update.
I hope everyone has a good easter. Don't eat too much chocolate<33
Sorry if it's awkward, crappy, or not what you want xD I can't update again until i finish the next chapter O_O see, this is not what I wanted to happen but it happened anyway. I guess I'll just have to get ahead again<3

Chapter 7
( ““No!” I gasped, eyes closed, wanting to shut out all the images flooding into my head as I thought of Yun Ho. When had all my memories and thoughts of him become bad ones?” )

ATTENTION!
I was going to update this fic today, even though I haven't finished the 8th chapter and didn't want to. However, I didn't bring the completed chapter with me on my iPod *facepalm*
and I am going to Perth for the next four days or so, and don't know whether I will be able to get online at all when I am there.
So um... don't kill me?
xD
( Here's a preview )

Chapter 6
( “The crowd of people remained, attention half fixed on Chang Min and half fixed on Yun Ho who stood a few moments before retreating. Their eyes bore into my back, my front, as they surrounded me. It was too much.” )

A/N: Ok so I said I would never update daily but recently I've been having trouble with school and I need to focus on it for once, if I want my life to go anywhere, therefore you get and early update. Huh? Doesn't make sense you say? Tomorrow I have Concert Band and then I am going to force myself to go home and do homework instead of going on the internet... ooo... and then I am working Friday night so I am going to force myself to go straight home from school and do homework... ooo... so you might get another update after this one on saturday ^^
The first part of the Chapter is from Yunnie's POV. <3

Chapter 5
( “I could feel my heart strain, that weird feeling I always got when Jae wanted to talk about something serious, when he wasn’t smiling or happy, or when I saw him with someone else.” )

A/N: This is all set in the past, might be boring to some people but when I was writing it I felt this was a good place to put in some history. If you don't get anything just yell at me and i'll yell back.
I'll probably update again tomorrow because this is a short chapter and I'm a comments whore.
By the way, I finished writing the seventh chapter and planned out the whole fic! yay~ So far it should have 18 chapters i think, but things will probably change like they always do. xD

Chapter 4
( “Chang Min could smell the liquor on his breath, see the sweat dripping from his fat face. He gasped in pain as he was thrown into the living room, hitting the hard floor with a thud and scrambling to his feet.” )

Chapter 3
( “Dark bruises blossomed from my shoulder down to the middle of my stomach, large and blotchy and some foot-like. I winced in pain as I ran my fingers along the abused skin, moving next to my arms and neck and thanking god it was winter so I had an excuse to wear something that would cover the marks up.” )

A/N:Hope this lives up to everyone's expectations *rofl* Thanks to everyone who commented on the last chapter<3 Made me very happy!

Chapter 2
( “I sat in shock, crying silently as I stared at his leaving back. He said he loved me, and it made me feel a strange kind of completeness. I knew I only needed him... and I knew that if I ever stepped out of line again... there would be serious consequences.” )

Chapter 1
( “In a sick way it comforts me. When I smile at someone else, make a flirtatious remark towards a friend and his face practically turns green with envy. It comforts me when he says I am his and no one else’s. I don’t mind the yelling, don’t mind the bruises he gives me.” )