wordsofdespair (wordsofdespair) wrote,

"Lovin' You" - Chapter 4/?

A/N: This is all set in the past, might be boring to some people but when I was writing it I felt this was a good place to put in some history. If you don't get anything just yell at me and i'll yell back.
I'll probably update again tomorrow because this is a short chapter and I'm a comments whore.
By the way, I finished writing the seventh chapter and planned out the whole fic! yay~ So far it should have 18 chapters i think, but things will probably change like they always do. xD

Chapter 4

3 years ago...

“You good for nothing son of mine! Get here and clean this mess up before your mother gets home!”

“But I-”

“No buts! Do you want me to get my belt out?”

“But I need to study... I have a test-”

“Right! That’s it! I’m sick of you boy!” Chang Min’s father bellowed as he stormed into the boy’s open room advancing on his defenceless son, grabbing him by the ear and dragging him out into the kitchen.

Chang Min could smell the liquor on his breath, see the sweat dripping from his fat face. He gasped in pain as he was thrown into the living room, hitting the hard floor with a thud and scrambling to his feet.

“Clean this shit up!” his father bellowed before stumbling out of the room and into the kitchen.

Chang Min sighed, sinking to his knees again as he began to gather the empty bottles and plates and cups.

I’ll teach that bastard one day... he thought bitterly.


“Joongie?” Yun Ho questioned quietly as they sat holding hands.

“Yes sweetheart?” Jae Joong replied, squeezing his boyfriend’s hand but not shifting his gaze from the setting sun on the horizon.

“Do you ever think about the future?” they turned to look at each other. “I mean... our future?”

“All the time Yunnie, all the time. I know we’re going to have a great future together.”

Yun Ho sighed, resting his head on the older boy’s shoulder. “Will I always have you to protect and look after me, hyung?” he asked.

“You’ll always be my cute sweet Yunnie. I’ll always look after you.”

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”


2 years ago...

“Chang Min why don’t you ever listen to your father? He’s only trying to help you!” snarled his mother.

“Help me what?” he shouted back. “Get more bruises? Fail at school? Become a bitter drunk like him?”

“You’re not the only one who has to put up with it!” she shrieked as she delivered her son a stinging slap to the face.

“You shouldn’t have to put up with anything! Why are you so stupid?”

“Don’t you dare to talk to me that way, you good for nothing-”

“JUST AS I THOUGHT. You are as bad as each other.”

And with that, he walked away.


“My Yun Ho is so manly...” Jae Joong giggled, running his hands up and down his boyfriend’s chiselled abs.

“You finally noticed...” grinned Yun Ho. “I’ve been working out.”

“So you can be a fair match for your hyung?” he laughed again, propping himself up on one arm as he lay naked on the bed.

“No Jae Joong I... I just want to be able to take care of you.”

“You don’t need to.”

“I want to.”

“We can take care of each other.”


“I love you.”

“I love you too.”


1 year ago...

“You little shit! Where have you been all night?”

“I-I told you I was going to a friends birthday party...” Chang Min stuttered, slightly ashamed with himself. He was too old to be scared like this.

“What did you do there? Fuck some chick? Take drugs? Tell me!” his father slurred, half amused, half angry.

“No dad I-I... don’t do that kind of stuff...”

“Sure... just like your sister... little whore...”

“Don’t talk about her that way!”

“Don’t threaten ME Chang. Min.”

Chang Min knew he shouldn’t do anything. Ignore him and you might not get hurt. Let it go... you’ll be out of here in no time. Calm down and walk away-

“Just like her mother.”


His father fell to the floor with a thud, and Chang Min looked down at his hand in disbelief. What had he just done?

Better give him a kick for good measure.


“Jae Joong. We need to talk.”

“Yes hun?”

“I saw you with that guy.”

“What guy?”

“Don’t play stupid with me. I saw you.”

“I wasn’t with anyone Yunnie! I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“I saw you! Talking and laughing and flirting! Stop Lying!”

“I’m sorry Yun Ho I...I’m sorry, it won’t happen again.”

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”



“Chang Min! Please come home. I miss you darling we all want you home I-”


“Chang Min? Minnie sweetheart are you there...? Chang Min...?”


“WHAT do I have to do Jae Joong? What do I have to do to keep you by my side, to protect you? Please tell me because I would really love to know!”

“You’re over reacting Yun Ho! You always fucking over react! Can’t I have any freedom? I can’t fucking so much as talk to another human being without YOU breathing down my neck! I appreciate that you seem to love me so much but-”

“SEEM? SEEM TO LOVE YOU? I fucking love you with all my heart and this is how you repay me? I have put so much on the line to be strong for you and protect you and you don’t fucking care.”

“I am your hyung so you will LISTEN TO ME, if you do not want this to end RIGHT NOW!”

Yun Ho moved across the room with swift grace, fist connecting brutally with Jae Joong’s jaw.

“This will never end... I love you.”

A/N: *Yeoboseyo is what Koreans says when they answer the phone. (Doesn’t it mean like “look here” or something lulz) Like Wei in Chinese, Moshi moshi in Japanese, or WASSUP?!? in English. LOL my sister and I had a thing about this.

Tags: pairing: jaemin, pairing: yoosu, pairing: yunjae, title: lovin' you, type: chaptered fic
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